Perfectionism is a Form of Self-Hatred

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June 2012

Jun 30, 201279 notes
Callbacks are done,

I am so extremely grateful for the experience, as well as the recognition I got from some pretty nice schools. I definitely had an adventure that tops last year’s trip right off. Thank you all again who made it possible. (:

To reward myself I am eating soup and drinking tea. Tommorow will be a LONG day.

Jun 30, 2012
Ugh.. so tempted to go down to the convenience store and buy Cup-a-Soup..

I had a BIG ASS dinner but… i mean yolo right??

Just kidding, I am not going to be those obnoxious people.

OH! And exciting news (you don’t know her, but she is pretty flipping fantastic), my friend made MAIN-STAGE here at International with her monologues. She is one of the two that got selected, and was chosen out of 50 to maybe 100 hopefuls. I am so proud of her! (‘:

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There's nothing wrong with sex, people.

strengthissexy:

- Having sex every day.
- Saving sex for your wedding night.
- Never having sex.
- Having sex with different people.
- Having sex with one person.
- Having sex with a person of your same gender.
- Loving sex.
- Hating sex.
- Being loud.
- Being quiet.

The only thing wrong with sex?

When it’s not consensual.

Because that’s not sex. That’s rape.

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So now I need to go to the Lied Center in order to find out WHERE my real callback is (They gave me a time but I was just so into being there that I didn’t even think to ask where it was). Thankfully, it is just an interview. The only problem with that is I have no idea how to get to the Lied Center by myself. I have been following people all day that I don’t even know where to go.. so that might be a problem.

Ugh, someone pray that I will find my way. I don’t want to look like an idiot like last year, hahahah.

Jun 28, 2012
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You Have Three Moods During Class:

thatfunnyblog:

The, “Tf is this?”

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The: “OMG I ACTUALLY GET IT!!!”

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And the:

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Wanna LAUGH OUT LOUD?! 

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That was the most atrocious thing I have EVER seen in my life...

I am so disappointed. Spring Awakening should NEVER be done by a high school EVER.

Jun 28, 20122 notes
#I am so appauled

It’s 6:47 in the morning over here.. I will be getting ready in about an hour.

It’s 4:47 in the morning over there with you guys… and I’m awake.

Today I am going to try to film my WHOLE experience because I may have time. I have been making videos, I just forgot the cord that lets me download my videos onto a computer.

Ugh, i am feeling way too cocky haha. Someone slap me out of this, I AM NOT THAT GOOD. SERIOUSLY PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING THIS WAY!

Spring Awakening tonight! I am going to cry all over the place and hate myself as a human being. That’s how you feel when you see a show here; you cry because it is so DAMN GOOD and then you feel like you are the most untalented person in the universe.

WOO.

Jun 27, 2012

Really feels blessed.

Seven callbacks from my audition. God, I honestly do NOT deserve this in ANY way.

Please someone pray that I won’t fuck this up…

GOD HELP ME hahaha.

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Jun 26, 2012
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Wow is this person looking through my messages? Or...

bloggingetiquette:

This is Layla.

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She dislikes all the blogging etiquette posts and wants to send hate to him saying how big of a hypocrite he is.

She realizes how stupid that would be and she shuts her goddamn mouth and she keeps her comments for herself.

Good on you, Layla.

Blogging etiquette. Real simple stuff.

(submitted by reddeathat6-14)

Jun 26, 2012392 notes
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  • future child: mom can you tell me a story
  • me: sure
  • me: this is the story of a girl
  • future child: what
  • me: WHO CRIED A RIVER AND DROWNED THE WHOLE WORLD
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A shower never felt so good.

Jun 25, 20122 notes
#27 hours #ugh
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I seriously feel like i am going to fail..

ughhh.

Jun 24, 20122 notes
#bad feelings #go away
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